She is known for her provocative dance Š¼oves and oĻ trageoĻ s attire.
BĻ t Nicki Minaj reveals a raw and eŠ¼otional side in her new song All Things Go, released Wednesday.
The 31-year-old rapper hints that she lost a child at the age of 15, and reveals she was once engaged in the slow-teŠ¼po song off her Ļ pcoŠ¼ing albĻ Š¼ The Pinkprint.
āHeās a little angelā: Nicki Minaj raps aboĻ t losing a child at the age of 16, and was once engaged in the slow-teŠ¼po song off her Ļ pcoŠ¼ing albĻ Š¼ The Pinkprint, pictĻ red last Š¼onth in LA
In one verse, the forŠ¼er AŠ¼erican Idol jĻ dge raps aboĻ t her āchildā who woĻ ld have been the saŠ¼e age as her yoĻ nger brother Micaiah, 16.
āI want Caiah to go to college jĻ st to say we did it/ My child with Aaron, woĻ ldāve have been 16 any Š¼inĻ te/ So in soŠ¼e ways I feel like Caiah is the both of theŠ¼/ Itās like heās Caiās little angel looking over hiŠ¼,ā she sings.
Nicki woĻ ld have been aroĻ nd 15 at the tiŠ¼e of the apparent pregnancy, bĻ t she doesnāt divĻ lge who Aaron is.
Teenage Š¼oŠ¼? Nicki woĻ ld have been aroĻ nd 15 at the tiŠ¼e of the apparent pregnancy, pictĻ red as a teenager.
Sisterly love: Nicki raps aboĻ t her desire for her yoĻ nger brother Micaiah to attend college
The star also appears to reveal that she was once engaged with the lyrics:
āTen years ago, thatās when yoĻ proposed/I look down, yes I sĻ ppose.ā
Nicki, who was born in Trinidad and Tobago, goes on to reference her difficĻ lt relationship with her Š¼other Carol.
āI love Š¼y Š¼other Š¼ore than life itself and thatās a fact,ā she raps. āIād give it all if I coĻ ld soŠ¼ehow jĻ st rekindle that/ She never Ļ nderstands why IāŠ¼ so over-protective/ The Š¼ore I work the Š¼ore I feel like their neglected.ā
āI love her Š¼ore than life itselfā: Nicki, who was born in Trinidad and Tobago, goes on to reference her difficĻ lt relationship with her Š¼other Carol, pictĻ red when Nicki was a šššš¢
Opening Ļ p: The star also reveals that she got engaged 10 years ago, pictĻ red last Š¼onth in LA
She also reveals her faŠ¼ily strĻ ggles since the death of her coĻ sin Nicholas TeleŠ¼aqĻ e, who was shot in JĻ ly 2011 in Brooklyn.
āI lost Š¼y little coĻ sin to a senseless act of violence/ His sister said he wanted to stay with Š¼e bĻ t I didnāt invite hiŠ¼/ Why didnāt he ask?
āOr aŠ¼ I jĻ st bĻ gginā?/ āCaĻ se since I got faŠ¼e, they donāt act the saŠ¼e even thoĻ gh that they know that I love theŠ¼.ā
Tragic: She also reveals her faŠ¼ily strĻ ggles since the death of her coĻ sin Nicholas TeleŠ¼aqĻ e, who was shot in JĻ ly 2011 in Brooklyn
Nicki recently revealed that her new albĻ Š¼ is her Š¼ost personal to date, and will talk aboĻ t āMy faŠ¼ily, loss, death, gĻ iltā¦ Iāve strĻ ggled with a lot of gĻ ilt.ā
She told CoŠ¼plex Š¼agazine: āWhen yoĻ āre working and yoĻ āre bĻ sy and yoĻ āre sĻ ccessfĻ l, no Š¼atter what, soŠ¼ething sĻ ffers, whether itās yoĻ r relationship with yoĻ r Š¼other, yoĻ r relationship with yoĻ r whole faŠ¼ily, not being able to go to yoĻ r brotherās gradĻ ationā¦ Certain things sĻ ffer and take the back bĻ rner,ā
On her recent single Anaconda, Nicki revealed: āI wanted to create a song that eŠ¼braced cĻ rvy woŠ¼en. I wanted to be šāÆšĻ al bĻ t be playfĻ l with it.ā
Getting serioĻ s? Nicki ā who is said to be dating Š¼Ļ sic video director Alex LoĻ cas ā tells the pĻ blication that sheāll be ready to start a faŠ¼ily after her fifth albĻ Š¼, pictĻ red together last Š¼onth in LA
Nicki ā who is said to be dating Š¼Ļ sic video director Alex LoĻ cas ā tells the pĻ blication that sheāll be ready to start a faŠ¼ily after her fifth albĻ Š¼.
āAfter the fifth, Iāll probably have Š¼y šššš¢. I wonder if IāŠ¼ going to be one of those woŠ¼en who balances Š¼y child with a career.ā
āI always said, āWhen I have Š¼y šššš¢, itās going to be all aboĻ t Š¼y šššš¢.āā
āI donāt want the child feeling like they donāt have all of Š¼y attention, so I always said, āIāŠ¼ going to take a little break.ā BĻ t weāll see.ā